I live this life to kill, homicidal
And now you lie dead with your Bible
Choke on your fuckin’ cross motherfucker
I hope your soul is lost forever…
Month: February 2016
By Myself
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can’t hold on when I’m stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I’m lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself …
If I turn my back I’m defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll
Take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer
By myself …
(s)AINT
You wanted perfect
You got your perfect
Now I’m too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in your ghetto with
A snow white smile
But you’ll never be as perfect whatever you do
What’s my name, what’s my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
What’s my name, what’s my name?
Hold the S because I am an AINT
Nihilumbra
Die for Metal
Quit my job this morning, said forever
I would hold my head up high
‘Cause I need metal in my life
Just like an eagle needs to fly
Hold your head up high
Raise your fist up in the air
Play metal louder than hell
Louder than hell
Note: I actually did quit my job this morning!
To the co-workers: I know you see this. Congratulations! You are among the most hateful mofos I’ve ever met. Live long and suck it.
Easier to Run
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there’d never be a past
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Be Yourself
Someone finds salvation in everyone
Another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Until the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united
Healthy or insane
And to be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
Darkness Within
Mystery’s forgotten chords
I strum in vain to please the lord
But he has never answered me
My faith has waned eternally
In empty men who pass along
The woes of all religions wrong
But now the Shadowed veil it falls
Heed the Clarion call
So pray to music build a shrine
Worship in these desperate times
Fill your heart with every note
Cherish it and cast afloat
‘Cause god is in these clef and tone
Salvation is found alone
Haunted by its melody
Music it will set you free
Let it set you free
Twisted Transistor
Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world ain’t fair, eats you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breast, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You’re in a mess
A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don’t give up, because the music do
wasted 