Sometimes I wonder if I should be left alone
And lock myself up in a padded room
I’d sit and spew my guts out to the open air
No one wants to hear a drunken fool
I do not mind if this goes on
‘Cause now it seems I’m too far gone
I must admit that I enjoy myself
Eighty please keep taking me away
When I was younger I thought that the world circled around me
But in time I realized I was so wrong
My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future
It was a tragic case of my reality
Do you think you’re indestructable
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you’re disposable
And it’s time you knew the truth
‘Cause it’s just one of my lies
Well, its just its just one of my lies
And all I wanted to was get real high
Well, its just its just one of my lies
Why does my life have to be so small and death is forever?
And does forever have a life to call its own?
Don’t give me an answer ’cause you only know as much as I know
Unless you’ve been there once, well, I hardly think so
Do you think you’re indestructable
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you’re disposable
And it’s time you knew the truth
‘Cause it’s just one of my lies
Well, its just its just one of my lies
And all I wanted to was get real high
Well, its just its just one of my lies
I sit alone in my bedroom
Staring at the walls
I’ve been up all damn night long
My pulse is speeding
My love is yearning
I hold my breath and close my eyes and…
Dream about her
‘Cause she’s two thousand light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so…
Never let go
‘Cause she’s two thousand light years away
Years away
I sit outside and watch the sunrise
Look out as far as I can
I can’t see her, but in the distance
I hear some laughter
We laugh together
I hold my breath and close my eyes and…
Dream about her
‘Cause she’s two thousand light years away
She holds my malakite so tight so…
Never let go
‘Cause she’s two thousand light years away
Years away
Pay attention to the cracked streets and the broken homes
Some call it slums, some call it nice
I want to take you through a wasteland I like to call my home
Welcome to paradise
wasted 