Trash

How did it start? Well, I don’t know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it’s just there for the taking

These little girls
They make me feel so goddamn exhilerated
I fill them up, I can’t give it up
To me, I’m just erasing

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I’m with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings, I can’t help but rape them
I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I’m sorry, I just throw you away

I don’t know why I’m so fucking cold
I don’t know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away

Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I’m with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings, I can’t help but rape them
I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I’m sorry, I just throw you away

Politics

Everyone’s corrupt
You should just shut up
Lay down, back off
The demon you disrupted

Don’t want to talk about politics
Refuse to talk about politics
Don’t make me talk about politics
Don’t give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with them to get to who you need to know
Think that’s the way to go, don’t you?
It’s in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way, won’t you?

Everybody’s raped
Lying to your face
Kicks you in the guts
Leaves you here all messed up

Don’t want to talk about politics
Refuse to talk about politics
Don’t make me talk about politics
Don’t give a shit about politics

You want to sleep with them to get to who you need to know
Think that’s the way to go, don’t you?
It’s in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way, won’t you?

Tiny splinters are in your soul and they remain there
Darkest life in the deepest hole, you sit and pray there
All the deals from the things you’ve done, you wouldn’t ever work for
What you thought was so much fun, you have to pay for

Don’t want to talk about politics
Refuse to talk about politics
Don’t make me talk about politics
Don’t give a shit about politics

Hypocrites

Weeping rose of Jeremiah
Drops of blood drip off your petals
Representing all our tears
In a ring of burning metal

Sorcerers and Satanists come
To define the what and why
People travel across this earth
Over water, land, and sky

How you wanna be, what you gonna say
It doesn’t bother me who you gonna pay

Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
Pay the bitches, they’re charging all their dates, stand by
I’m not gonna pay, it’s already mine

Weeping rose of Jeremiah
Purity unlike no other
Offers help to those who need it
Don’t forget care to the brother

Little old lady at home
Writing out a check to send
It’s all the money that she owns
She believes the world might end

How you wanna be, what you gonna say
It doesn’t bother me who you gonna pay

Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
Pay the bitches, they’re charging all their dates, stand by
I’m not gonna pay, it’s already mine

Narcissistic Cannibal

Don’t wanna be sly and defile you
Desecrate my mind and rely on you
I just wanna break this crown
But it’s hard when I’m so run down

And you’re so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal
Got to bring myself back from the dead

Sometimes I hate the life I made
Everything’s wrong every time
Pushing on, I can’t escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me, taking its sweet time

Holding on, I’m lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days

Don’t wanna be rude but I have to
Nothing’s good about the hell you put me through
I just need to look around
See that life that has come unbound

And you’re so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal
Got to bring myself back from the dead

Sometimes I hate the life I made
Everything’s wrong every time
Pushing on, I can’t escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me, taking its sweet time

Falling Away from Me

Hey, I’m feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that’s OK
Hear what others say
I’m here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That’s when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
“It’s gonna be better tomorrow”
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screaming some sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Freak on a Leash

Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe
Something’s raped and taken from me… from me
Life’s got to always be messing with me
Can’t they chill and let me be free?
Can’t I take away all this pain
I try to every night, all in vain… in vainSometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it’s my life I can’t taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You’ll never see me fall from grace

Feeling like a freak on a leash
Feeling like I have no release
How many times have I felt diseased?
Nothing in my life is free… is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it’s my life I can’t taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You’ll never see me fall from grace

Alone I Break

I will make it go away
Can’t be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn’t seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I’m running from?
Is there nothing more to come?
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take its place?
Am I going to leave this race?
I guess god’s up in this place?
What is it that I’ve become?
Is there something more to come?

Coming Undone

Keep holding on
When my brain’s tickin’ like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don’t affect me

That’s right
Deliver it to my heart
Please strike
Be deliberate

Choke choke again
I thought my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They’re out to get me
Since I was young
I’ve tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet sugar gun
Does not protect me

That’s right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

Wait
I’m coming undone
Irate
I’m coming undone
Too late
I’m coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I’m starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I’m coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

I’m trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like I’m not getting better
Not getting better

Wait
I’m coming undone
Irate
I’m coming undone
Too late
I’m coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I’m starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I’m coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate …