Trash

How did it start? Well, I don’t know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it’s just there for the taking

These little girls
They make me feel so goddamn exhilerated
I fill them up, I can’t give it up
To me, I’m just erasing

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I’m with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings, I can’t help but rape them
I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I’m sorry, I just throw you away

I don’t know why I’m so fucking cold
I don’t know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away

Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I’m with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings, I can’t help but rape them
I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I’m sorry, I just throw you away

The View

I am a chorus of the voices
That gather up the magnets
Set before me

I attract you and repel you
A science of the heart
And blood and meaning

The coldness of most beauties
Is a challenge that our youth
Must quickly conquer
There is no time for guilt
Or second guessing, second guessing
Based on feeling

I am the truth, the beauty
That causes you to cross
Your sacred boundaries

I have no morals
Some think me cheap
And someone who despises
The normalcy of heartbreak
The purity of love

But I worship the young
And just formed angel
Who sits upon the pin of lust
Everything else
Bores me
I want to see your suicide
I want to see you give it up

Your life of reason
I want you on the floor
And in a coffin your soul shaking
I want to have you doubting
Every meaning you’ve amassed
Like a fortune
Oh throw it away

For worship someone
Who actively despises you
For worship someone
Who actively despises you