Nuke

I’m taking all you down with me
Explosives duct-taped to my spine
Nothing’s gonna change my mind
I won’t listen to anyone’s last words
There’s nothing left for you to say
Soon you’ll be dead anyway

Well, no one here is getting out alive
This time I’ve really lost my mind and I don’t care
So close your eyes and kiss yourself goodbye
And think about the times you spent and what they’ve meant

To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing

I’m losing all my happiness
The happiness you pinned on me
Loneliness still comforts me
My anger dwells inside of me
I’m taking it all out on you
And all the shit you put me through

Well, no one here is getting out alive
This time I’ve really lost my mind and I don’t care
So close your eyes and kiss yourself goodbye
And think about the times you spent and what they’ve meant

To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing

Do you ever think back to another time?
Does it bring you so down that you thought you lost your mind?

Do you ever want to lead a long trail of destruction
And mow down any bullshit that confronts you?

Do you ever build up all the small things in your head
To make one problem that adds up to nothing?

To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing
To me it’s nothing

Take Back

You pushed me once too far again
I’d like to break your fucking teeth
Stick a knife in the center of your back

You better grow some eyes in the back of your head
I fight dirty, just like your looks
Can’t take, can’t take, can’t take anymore

The taste of bad blood on the tip of my tongue
An eye for an eye, gun for a gun
Cold-cocked and I’m taking back what’s mine

Expect it when you’re least expecting it
No loss of love, the smell of regret
Lights out, I can’t take anymore

I Hate You

I heard you’re sick
Sucked on that cancer stick
A throbbing tumor and a radiation high
Shit out of luck
And now your time is up
It brings me pleasure just to know you’re gonna die

Red eye, code blue
I’d like to strangle you
And watch your eyes bulge right out of your skull
When you go down
Head first into the ground
I’ll stand above you just to piss on your grave

Android

Hey old man in woman’s shoes
I wonder if he knows I think he’s crazy
When he was young did he have dreams
Of wearing woman’s shoes and being crazy?

It makes me wonder when I grow to be that age
Will I be walking down the street begging for your spare change

Or will I grow that old?
Will I still be around?
The way I carry on I’ll end up
Six feet underground
And waste away…

When the old man was in school
Did the golden rule make him go crazy?
Or did he hide away from hopes
Behind a smile and smoking dope?
It’s crazy!

It makes me wonder when I grow to be that age
Will I be walking down the street begging for your spare change

Or will I grow that old?
Will I still be around?
The way I carry on I’ll end up
Six feet underground
And waste away…

It seems so frightening
Time passes by like lightning
Before you know it you’re struck down
I always waste my time on my chemical emotions
It keeps my head spinning around
And waste away…

One of My Lies

When I was younger I thought that the world circled around me
But in time I realized I was so wrong
My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future
It was a tragic case of my reality

Do you think you’re indestructable
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you’re disposable
And it’s time you knew the truth

‘Cause it’s just one of my lies
Well, its just its just one of my lies
And all I wanted to was get real high
Well, its just its just one of my lies

Why does my life have to be so small and death is forever?
And does forever have a life to call its own?
Don’t give me an answer ’cause you only know as much as I know
Unless you’ve been there once, well, I hardly think so

Do you think you’re indestructable
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you’re disposable
And it’s time you knew the truth

‘Cause it’s just one of my lies
Well, its just its just one of my lies
And all I wanted to was get real high
Well, its just its just one of my lies

Just Chilling

Now you see me, now you don’t
Don’t ask me where I’m at
‘Cause I’m a million miles away
Treated like a forbidden heel
Don’t say my thoughts are not for real
Or you won’t see me again

Am I here or am I there
Or am I playing on the stairs?
Am I in my room with my toys?
I am the disappearing boy

When I walk in crowded rooms
I feel as if it is my doom
I know that I don’t belong
In that room I see her
I see her and she’s with him
I turn around and then I’m gone

Don’t call me up ’cause I’m not home
My whereabouts are now unknown
I vanished from all your joy
I am the disappearing boy

I have my doubts of where I belong
It’s something to think about