Insomniac

No Pride

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Well, I’m just a mutt
And nowhere is my home
Where dignity’s a land mine
In the school of lost hope
I’ve panhandled for a life
‘Cause I’m not afraid to beg
Hand me down your lost and founds
Of second hand regret

You better swallow your pride
Or you’re gonna choke on it
You better digest your values
Because they turn to shit
Honor’s gonna knock you down
Before your chance to stand up and fight
I know I’m not the one
I got no pride

Sects of disconnection
And traditions of lost faith
No culture’s worth a stream of piss
Or a bullet in my face
To hell with unity
Separation will kill us all
Torn to shreds and disjointed
Before the final fall

The Panic Song

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Ready for a cheap escape
On the brink of self-destruction
Widespread panic

Broken glass inside my head
Bleeding down these thoughts of Anguish
Mass confusion

There’s a plague inside of me
Eating at my disposition
Nothing’s left

Torn out of reality
Into a state of no opinion
Limp with hate

I wanna jump out!
I wanna jump out!
I wanna jump out!
I wanna jump out!

Alright

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I’m not part of your elite
I’m just alright
Class structure’s waving colors
Bleeding from my throat
Not subserviant to you, I’m just alright
Down classed by the powers that be
Give me loss of hope

Cast out… buried in a hole
Struck down… forcing me to fall
Destroyed… giving up the fight
Well, I know I’m not alright

What’s my price and will you pay it if it’s alright?
Take it from my dignity
Waste it until it’s dead
Throw me back into the gutter
‘Cause it’s alright
Find another pleasure fucker
Drag them down to hell

Cast out… buried in a hole
Struck down… forcing me to fall
Destroyed… giving up the fight
Well, I know I’m not alright

Armatage Shanks

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Stranded, lost inside myself
My own worst friend and my own closest enemy
I’m branded, maladjusted
Never trusted anyone, let alone myself

I must insist
On being a pessimist
I’m a loner in a catastrophic mind

Elected the rejected
I perfected the science of the idiot
No meaning, and no healing
Self-loathing freak and introverted deviant

I’m gettin’ pissed
I’m a worthless pessimist
I’m a loner in a claustrophobic mind

The Siktir Song

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What brings you around?
Did you lose something the last time you were here?
You’ll never find it now
It’s buried deep with your identity

So stand aside and let the next one pass
Don’t let the door kick you in the ass

Exit out the back
And never show your head around again
Purchase your ticket
And quickly take the last train out of town

So stand aside and let the next one pass
Don’t let the door kick you in the ass

Brat

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Mom and Dad don’t look so hot these days
They’re getting over the hill
Death is closing in and catching up
As far as I can tell
Got a plan of action and cold blood
And it smells of defiance
I’ll just wait for mom and dad to die
And get my inheritance

Well, now I want more
‘Cause I’m getting bored
And I’m going nowhere fast
I was once filled with doubt
But it’s all figured out
Well, nothing good can last

Crow’s feet and rot are setting in
And time is running out
My parents’ income interest rate
Is gaining higher clout
I’m a snot-nosed slob
Without a job
And I know I damn well should
Mom and dad don’t look so hot these days
But my future’s looking good

Well, now I want more
‘Cause I’m getting bored
And I’m going nowhere fast
I was once filled with doubt
But it’s all figured out
Well, nothing good can last

Geek Stink Breath

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I’m on a mission
I made my decision
To lead a path of self destruction
A slow progression
Killing my complexion
And it’s rotting out my teeth

I’m on a roll
No self control
I’m blowing off steam with methamphetamine
Don’t know what I want
That’s all that I’ve got
And I’m picking scabs off my face

Every hour my blood is turning sour
And my pulse is beating out of time
I found a treasure
filled with sick pleasure
And it sits on a thick white line

Jaded

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Somebody keep my balance
I think I’m falling off
Into a state of regression
The expiration date
Rapidly coming up
It’s leaving me behind to rank

Always move forward
Going straight will get you nowhere
There is no progress
Evolution killed it all
I found my place in nowhere

I’m taking one step sideways
Leading with my crutch
Got a fucked up equilibrium
Count down from nine to five
Hooray, we’re gonna die
Blessed into our extinction

Brain Stew

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I’m having trouble trying to sleep
I’m counting sheep but running out
As time ticks by, and still I try
No rest for crosstops in my mind
On my own, here we go

My eyes feel like they’re gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go

My mind is set on overdrive
The clock is laughing in my face
A crooked spine, my senses dulled
Passed the point of delirium
On my own, here we go

My eyes feel like they’re gonna bleed
Dried up and bulging out my skull
My mouth is dry, my face is numb
Fucked up and spun out in my room
On my own, here we go