Fade to Black

Life it seems to fade away
Drifting further everyday
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly loss this can’t be real
I cannot stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he’s gone

No one but me can save myself, but it’s too late
Now I can’t think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

Fucked and Folded

I don’t know how to live through this hell
Woken up, I’m still locked in this shell
Frozen soul, frozen down to the core
Break the ice, I can’t take anymore

Freezing, can’t move at all
Screaming, can’t hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out, I’m trapped under ice

Crystallized, as I lay here and rest
Eyes of glass stare directly at death
From deep sleep I have broken away
No one knows, no one hears what I say

Freezing, can’t move at all
Screaming, can’t hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out, I’m trapped under ice

Scream from my soul
Fate, mystified
Hell, forever more

Celebrating Morbid Victories

We stand defiant in this great big ugly world
Do believe that the chaos was our one true calling
First we muscled fate, then we brazenly call disorder
Watch the normals cower, they just can’t take it anymore

We’re seen as monsters, merely being is a threat to all
What can’t destroy us makes us strong
And in a twisted mind everything is possible
And in a twist of fate we make it all come down

I stand invincible, not just a dream
Straight from the underground I scream

I’m morbid…
And sordid…
Distorted…
Won’t be thwarted…
From celebrating morbid victories

This Monster Lives

These are the eyes that can’t see me
These are the hands that drop your trust
These are the boots that kick you around
This is the tongue that speaks on the inside

These are the ears that ring with hate
This is the face that’ll never change
This is the fist that grinds you down
This is the voice of silence no more

These are the legs in circles run
This is the beating you’ll never know
These are the lips that taste no freedom
This is the feel thats not so safe

This is the face you’ll never change
This is the god that ain’t so pure
This is the god that is not pure
This is the voice of silence no more

This is the face that stones you cold
This is the moment that needs to breathe
These are the claws that scratch these wounds
This is the pain that never leaves

This is the tongue that whips you down
This is the burden of every man
These are the screams that pierce your skin
This is the voice of silence no more

This is the test of flesh and soul
This is the trap that smells so good
This is the flood that drains these eyes
These are the looks that chill to the bone

These are the fears that swing overhead
These are the weights that hold you down
This is the end that will never end
This is the voice of silence no more

This is the cloud that swallows trust
This is the black that uncolors us
This is the face that you hide from
This is the mask that comes undone

Ominous, I am in us
Ominous, I am in us
Ominous, I am in us
Ominous, I am in us

Trash

How did it start? Well, I don’t know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And it’s just there for the taking

These little girls
They make me feel so goddamn exhilerated
I fill them up, I can’t give it up
To me, I’m just erasing

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I’m with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings, I can’t help but rape them
I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I’m sorry, I just throw you away

I don’t know why I’m so fucking cold
I don’t know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away

Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I’m with you
So I run away and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings, I can’t help but rape them
I’m sorry, I don’t feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I’m sorry, I just throw you away

Leper Messiah

Spineless from the start, sucked into the part
Circus comes to town, you play the lead clown
Please, please
Spreading his disease, living by his story
Knees, knees
Falling to your knees, suffer for his glory
You will, you will, you will, you will…

Time for lust, time for lie
Time to kiss your life goodbye
Send me money, send me green
Heaven you will meet
Make your contribution
And you’ll get a better seat
Bow to Leper Messiah

Marvel at his tricks, need your sunday fix
Blind devotion came, rotting your brain
Chain, chain
Join the endless chain, taken by this glamour
Fame, fame
Infection is the game, stinking drunk with power
We see, we see, we see, we see…

Time for lust, time for lie
Time to kiss your life goodbye
Send me money, send me green
Heaven you will meet
Make your contribution
And you’ll get a better seat
Bow to Leper Messiah

Witchery, weakening
Sees the sheep are gathering
Set the trap, hypnotize
Now you follow

Escape

Feel no pain, but my life ain’t easy
I know I’m my best friend
No one cares, but I’m so much stronger
I’ll fight until the end

To escape from the true false world
Undamaged destiny
Can’t get caught in the endless circle
Ring of stupidity

Out for my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can’t see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way

Rape my mind and destroy my feelings
Don’t tell my what to do
I don’t care now, ’cause I’m on my side
And I can see through you

Feed my brain with your so-called standards
Who says that I ain’t right?
Break away from your common fashion
See through your blurry sight

Out for my own, out to be free
One with my mind, they just can’t see
No need to hear things that they say
Life is for my own to live my own way

See them try to bring the hammer down
No damn chains can hold me to the ground