A Pain That I’m Used To

I’m not sure what I’m looking for anymore
I just know that I’m harder to console
I don’t see who I’m trying to be instead of me
But the key is a question of control

Can’t conceal what I feel, what I know is real
No mistaking the faking, I care
With a prayer in the air, I will leave it there
On a note full of hope, not despair

All this running around
Well it’s getting me down
Just give me a pain that I’m used to
I don’t need to believe
All the dreams you conceive
You just need to achieve
Something that rings true

Mercyful Fate

Satan’s Fall
They’re walking by the night
The moon has frozen blue
Long black coats a shelter for the rain
Their load must get through
Now bats are leaving their trees
They’re joining the call
Seven satanic Hell preachers
Heading for the hall
Bringing the blood of a newborn child
Got to succeed, if not it’s Satan’s fall

Curse of the Pharaohs
Away out in Egypt in the valley of kings
Where the mummified pharaohs
Pretend dead in their sleep
Don’t touch, never ever steal
Unless you’re in for the kill
Or you’ll be hit by the curse of the pharaohs
Yes you’ll be hit and the curse is on you
The curse of the pharaohs can be so deadly
Just destroying your future
Makin’ it all shady
Don’t touch, never ever steal
Unless you’re in for the kill
Or you’ll be hit by the curse of the pharaohs
Yes you’ll be hit and the curse is on you

A Corpse without Soul
Listen, I’m a corpse, I’m a corpse
I’m a corpse without soul
Satan, he’s taken, he’s taken
He’s taken his toll
And he took it on me
I, I’m trapped, I’m trapped
I’m trapped in his spell
Tonight, I’m going, I’m going
I’m going to Hell, inside his spell

Into the Coven

Howl like a wolf
And a witch will open the door
Follow me and meet our high priestess
Come, come into my coven
And become Lucifer’s child
Undress until you’re naked
And put on this white coat
Take this white cross and go to the center of the ring
Come, come into my coven
And become Lucifer’s child

Evil
I was born on the cemetery
Under the sign of the moon
Raised from my grave by the dead
And I was made a mercenary
In the legions of Hell
Now I’m king of pain, I’m insane
You know my only pleasure
Is to hear you cry
I’d love to hear you cry
I’d love to see you die
And I’ll be the first
To watch your funeral
And I’ll be the last to leave
I’d love to hear you cry
And when you’re down beyond the ground
I’ll dig up your body again
And make love to shame
Oh lady cry, and say goodbye
Oh lady cry, and say goodbye
You’ve gotta say goodbye
‘Cause I will eat your mind

Power

Lex Luthor: Books are knowledge, and knowledge is power, and I’m… No. Uh, um… No. What am I? I… What was I saying? No. The bittersweet pain among men is having knowledge with no power, because… Because that is paradoxical! And um… Thank you for coming.

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Lex Luthor: Do you know the oldest lie in America, Senator? It’s that power can be innocent.

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Lois Lane: You’re psychotic.
Lex Luthor: That is a three-syllable word for any thought too big for little minds.

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Lex Luthor: See, what we call God depends upon our tribe, Clark-Joe. Because God is tribal. God takes sides. No man in the sky intervened when I was a boy to deliver me from Daddy’s fist and abomination. I figured out way back, if God is all-powerfull, he cannot be all-good. And if he is all-good, then he cannot be all-powerful.

Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice (2016)

Robot Boy

You say you’re not gonna fight
‘Cause no one would fight for you
And you think there’s not enough love
And no one to give it to
And you’re sure you’ve hurt for so long
You’ve got nothing left to lose
So you say you’re not gonna fight
‘Cause no one would fight for you

You say the weight of the world
Has kept you from letting go
And you think compassion’s a flaw
And you’ll never let it show
And you’re sure you’ve hurt in a way
That no one will ever know
But someday the weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go

Hold on, the weight of the world
Will give you the strength to go

سنگ صبور

رفیق من، سنگ صبور غم هام
به دیدنم بیا که خیلی تنهام
هیشکی نمی فهمه چه حالی دارم
چه دنیای رو به زوالی دارم
مجنونم و دل زده از لیلیا
خیلی دلم گرفته از خیلیا
نمونده از جوونیام نشونی
پیر شدم، پیر تو ای جوونی
پیر شدم، پیر تو ای جوونی

تنهای بی سنگ صبور
خونه سرد و سوت و کور
توی شب هات ستاره نیست
موندی و راه چاره نیست
اگر که هیچ کس نیومد
سری به تنهاییت نزد
امّا تو کوه درد باش
طاقت بیار و مرد باش

Smoke on the Water

James McGill: Help me out here. Did I dream it, or did I have $1,600,000 on my desk in cash? When I close my eyes, I can still see it. It’s burned in my retinas like I was staring into the sun. No one on God’s green earth knew we had it. We could have split it 50/50. We could have gone home with $800,000 each, tax-free.
Mike Ehrmantraut: Your point being?
James McGill: Why didn’t we? What stopped us?
Mike Ehrmantraut: I remember you saying something about doing the right thing.
James McGill: I don’t even know what that means.
Mike Ehrmantraut: You want to know why I didn’t take that money? Is that what you’re asking?
James McGill: Yeah, that’s what I’m asking.
Mike Ehrmantraut: Me, personally… I was hired to do a job. I did it. That’s as far as it goes.
James McGill: Yeah. Well, I know what stopped me. And you know what? It’s never stopping me again.

Better Call Saul S01E10

 

Invisible Kid

Invisible kid
Never see what he did
Got stuck where he hid
Fallen through the grid

Invisible kid
Got a place of his own
Where he’ll never be known
Inward he’s grown

Invisible kid
Locked away in his brain
From the shame and the pain
World down the drain

Invisible kid
Suspious of your touch
Don’t want no crutch
But it’s all too much

I hide inside
I hurt inside
I hide inside, but I’ll show you…

I’m OK, just go away
Into distance let me fade
I’m OK, just go away
I’m OK, but please don’t stray too far

My World

The motherfuckers got in my head
Trying to make me someone else instead
It’s my world now
It’s my world now
It’s my world …
It’s my world …

Who’s in charge of my head today
Dancin’ devils in angels’ way
It’s my time now
It’s my time now
It’s my time …
It’s my time …

Look out motherfuckers here I come
I’m gonna make my head my home
The sons of bitches tried to take my head
Tried to make me someone else instead

It’s my world
You can’t have it!
It’s my world, it’s my world
It’s my world… Sucker!

Not only do I not know the answer
I don’t even know what the question is
Not only do I not know the answer
I don’t even know what the question is
SUCKER!

It’s Such a Beautiful Day

Chapter #1 | Everything Will Be OK
Bill dropped his keys on the counter and stood there staring at them, suddenly thinking about all the times he’d thrown his keys there before and how many days of his life were wasted repeating the same tasks and rituals in his apartment over and over again. But then he wondered if, realistically, this was his life, and the unsual part was his time spent doing other things.

Chapter #2 | I Am So Proud of You
The guy in the next cubical over told Bill about a thing he saw on TV about identical twins who were seperated at birth but had individually grown up to be serial killers. It was as though they didn’t have any choice in what they turned into. “Genetics is pretty messed up,” he said as his chewing gum flung itself from his mouth. At lunch he told Bill about a physics book he was reading about time, how the passing of time is just an illusion, because all of eternity is actually taking place at once. The past never vanishes away, and the future has already happened. All of history is fixed and laid out, like an infinite landscape of simultaneous events that we simply happen to travel through in one direction. Bill made a joke that he could have sworn he’d been told that somewhere before, but the guy just stared at him like he didn’t get it.

Chapter #3 | It’s Such a Beautiful Day
It’s Such a Beautiful Day. …wait a minute, he’s not gonna die here? But he doesn’t die here. No, no, no, Bill, get up. Get up, Bill. Bill, get up. He can’t die here. He’s not gonna die. He can’t ever die. Bill? Bill? …He will spend hundreds of years traveling the world, learning all there is to know. He will learn every language. He will read every book. He will know every land. He will spend thousands of years creating stunning works of art. He will learn to meditate to control all pain. As wars will be fought and great loves found… and lost… and found. Lost… and found. And found. And found. And memories built upon memories until life runs on an endless loop. He will father hundreds of thousands of children whose own exponential offspring he’ll slowly lose track of through the years, whose millions of beautiful lives will all eventually be swept again from the earth. And still, Bill will continue. He will learn more about life than any being in history, but death will forever be a stranger to him. People will come and go until names lose all meaning, until people lose all meaning and vanish entirely from the world. And still, Bill will live on. He will befriend the next inhabitants of the earth, beings of light who revere him as a God. And Bill will outlive them all… for millions and millions of years… exploring, learning, living, until the earth is swallowed beneath his feet. Until the sun is long since gone. Until time loses all meaning and the moment comes that he knows only the positions of the stars and sees them whether his eyes are closed or open. Until he forgets his name and the place he’d once come from. He lives and he lives until all of the lights go out.

It’s Such a Beautiful Day (2012)

À Tout le Monde

Don’t remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became

I had no idea what it’d cost
My life passed before my eyes
I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans tonight

So as you read this know my friends
I’d love to stay with you all
Please smile when you think of me
My body’s gone that’s all

À Tout Le Monde
À tout les amis
Je vous aime
Je dois partir

These are the last words
I’ll ever speak
And they’ll set me free