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Remember to Forget

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Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I’m
Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic, closing in and I’m
Catastrophic, not again

I’m smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline
I wear you like a stain, yet I’m the one who’s obscene
Catch me upon all your sordid little insurrections
I’ve got no time to lose, and I’m just caught up in all the cattle

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

I’m ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I’m
I wear you like a stitch, yet I’m the one who’s hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I’ve got no right to win, I’m just caught up all the battles

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget
Before I forget that

My end
It justifies my means
All I have to do is delay
I’m given time to evade
The end of the road is my end
It justifies my means
All I have to do is delay
I haven’t time to evade
The end of the road!

Forget to Remember

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What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass
Did I seal the loss that’s become me?
Feeling undone, what have I become?
When I turned my back on you
I turned my back on myself and became this machine

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up to give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed
Paid back through the words of surrender

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Born for Greatness

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I am a man at war
And I am fighting for
All of the broken people
All of the people thrown overboard

They always tried to shame us
But they don’t speak the language
No we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

Somebody sound the alarm
A fire was set in the dark
It’s time that you know
No, we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

It doesn’t matter if the world has gone mad
If we just hold on, if we just hold on, yeah
The sky is falling and the world has gone mad
And we sing our songs, and we just hold on, yeah

So if you’re running, stop running
One life, one chance, start living
Sing it louder just to let the world know
No, we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

We’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness
We’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

They say that I’m reckless
Because I’m relentless
They spit on my face, and curse on my name
They’re taking my life in vengeance

Yeah, you can try and blame us
And try to take what’s sacred
But we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

Somebody sound the alarm
A fire was set in the dark
It’s time that you know
No, we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

It doesn’t matter if the world has gone mad
If we just hold on, if we just hold on, yeah
The sky is falling and the world has gone mad
And we sing our songs, and we just hold on, yeah

So if you’re running, stop running
One life, one chance, start living
Sing it louder just to let the world know
No we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

We’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness
No we’re not nameless, we’re not faceless
We were born for greatness

I Hate You

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I heard you’re sick
Sucked on that cancer stick
A throbbing tumor and a radiation high
Shit out of luck
And now your time is up
It brings me pleasure just to know you’re gonna die

Red eye, code blue
I’d like to strangle you
And watch your eyes bulge right out of your skull
When you go down
Head first into the ground
I’ll stand above you just to piss on your grave

Android

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Hey old man in woman’s shoes
I wonder if he knows I think he’s crazy
When he was young did he have dreams
Of wearing woman’s shoes and being crazy?

It makes me wonder when I grow to be that age
Will I be walking down the street begging for your spare change

Or will I grow that old?
Will I still be around?
The way I carry on I’ll end up
Six feet underground
And waste away…

When the old man was in school
Did the golden rule make him go crazy?
Or did he hide away from hopes
Behind a smile and smoking dope?
It’s crazy!

It makes me wonder when I grow to be that age
Will I be walking down the street begging for your spare change

Or will I grow that old?
Will I still be around?
The way I carry on I’ll end up
Six feet underground
And waste away…

It seems so frightening
Time passes by like lightning
Before you know it you’re struck down
I always waste my time on my chemical emotions
It keeps my head spinning around
And waste away…

Decadence

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Say, yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don’t they know that you’re full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn’t easy, is it?

Yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don’t they know that you’re full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn’t easy

Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why your soul’s gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Dead inside, never enough to forget that you’re one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind

If I scare you now
Don’t run from me
I’ve been hiding my pain, you see?
Said if I scare you now
Don’t run from me
I’ve been hiding my pain, you see?

Say, yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Don’t they know that you’re full of pain already?
Yes, they know that you hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn’t easy, is it?

Bohemian Rhapsody

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Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality

Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I’m just a poor boy
I need no sympathy

Because I’m easy come, easy go
Little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows
Doesn’t really matter to me, to me…

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger and now he’s dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, didn’t mean to make you cry
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body’s aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I’ve got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh, I don’t want to die
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch, will you do the fandango?
Thunderbolt and lightning very very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo
Gallileo, Gallileo
Gallileo Figaro, magnifico

I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No we will not let you go, let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go, let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go, let me go
Will not let you go, let me go
Never, never, never, never, never let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me…

So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can’t do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows…

Fucked and Folded

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I don’t know how to live through this hell
Woken up, I’m still locked in this shell
Frozen soul, frozen down to the core
Break the ice, I can’t take anymore

Freezing, can’t move at all
Screaming, can’t hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out, I’m trapped under ice

Crystallized, as I lay here and rest
Eyes of glass stare directly at death
From deep sleep I have broken away
No one knows, no one hears what I say

Freezing, can’t move at all
Screaming, can’t hear my call
I am dying to live
Cry out, I’m trapped under ice

Scream from my soul
Fate, mystified
Hell, forever more

One of My Lies

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When I was younger I thought that the world circled around me
But in time I realized I was so wrong
My immortal thoughts turned into just dreams of a dead future
It was a tragic case of my reality

Do you think you’re indestructable
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you’re disposable
And it’s time you knew the truth

‘Cause it’s just one of my lies
Well, its just its just one of my lies
And all I wanted to was get real high
Well, its just its just one of my lies

Why does my life have to be so small and death is forever?
And does forever have a life to call its own?
Don’t give me an answer ’cause you only know as much as I know
Unless you’ve been there once, well, I hardly think so

Do you think you’re indestructable
And no one can touch you?
Well, I think you’re disposable
And it’s time you knew the truth

‘Cause it’s just one of my lies
Well, its just its just one of my lies
And all I wanted to was get real high
Well, its just its just one of my lies