If I could have my wasted days back
Would I use them to get back on track?
Stop to warm at karma’s burning
Or look ahead, but keep on turning?
Do I have the strength
To know how I’ll go?
Can I find it inside
To deal with what I shouldn’t know?
Could I have my wasted days back
Would I use them to get back on track?
Free speech, free speech for the dumb
Free speech, free speech for the dumb
Free speech, free speech for the dumb
Free fucking speech
All that is, was and will be
Universe much too big to see
Time and space never ending
Disturbing thoughts, questions pending
Limitations of human understanding
Too quick to criticize
Obligation to survive
We hunger to be alive
All that is, ever
Ever was, will be ever
Twisting, turning, through the never
In the dark, see past our eyes
Pursuit of truth, no matter where it lies
Gazing up to the breeze of the heavens
On a quest, meaning, reason
Come to be, how it begun
All alone in the family of the sun
Curiosity teasing everyone
On our home, third stone from the sun
All that is, ever
Ever was, will be ever
Twisting, turning, through the never
Say, is that rain or are they tears
That stained your concrete face for years?
That crying, weeping, shedding strife
Year after year, life after life
A narrow freshly broken ground
A concrete angel laid right down
Upon the grave which swallows fast
It’s peace at last, oh, peace at last
Empty they say
Death, won’t you let me stay?
Empty they say
Death, hear me call your name
Oooooooh, call your name
Suicide? I’ve already died
It’s just the funeral I’ve been waiting for
Cyanide! Living dead inside
Break this empty shell forevermore…
The crap rolls out your mouth again
Haven’t changed, your brain is still gelatin
Little whispers circle around your head
Why don’t you worry about yourself instead?
Who are you? Where you been? Where you from?
Gossip burning on the tip of your tongue
You lie so much you believe yourself
Judge not lest ye be judged yourself
Before you judge me take a look at you
Can’t you find something better to do
Point the finger, slow to understand
Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand
It’s not who you are, it’s who you know
Others’ lives are the basis of your own
Burn your bridges and build them back with wealth
Judge not lest ye be judged yourself
Holier than thou
You are
Holier than thou
You are
YOU… KNOW… NOT!
P.S. Should I call this a sequel?
End of passion play, crumbling away
I’m your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear
Leading on your death’s construction
Needlework the way, never you betray
Life of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
Chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me, you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I’m killing you
Come crawling faster
Obey your master
Your life burns faster
Obey your master, master
Master of puppets, pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can’t see a thing
Just call my name ’cause I’ll hear you scream
Master, master
Master, master
Where’s those dreams that I’ve been after?
Master, master
Promised only lies
Laughter, laughter
All I hear or see is laughter
Laughter, laughter
Laughing at my cries, fix me babe
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
Just a rhyme without a reason
Never ending maze, drift on numbered days
Now your life is out of season
I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too
Come crawling faster
Obey your master
Your life burns faster
Obey your master, master
In the name of desperation
In the name of wretched pain
In the name of all creation
Gone insane
We’re so fucked
Shit outta luck
Hardwired to self-destruct
On the way to paranoia
On the crooked borderline
On the way to great destroyer
Doom design
We’re so fucked
Shit outta luck
Hardwired to self-destruct
Once upon a planet burning
Once upon a flame
Once upon a fear returning all in vain
Do you feel that hope is fading?
Do you comprehend?
Do you feel it terminating in the end?
We’re so fucked
Shit outta luck
Hardwired to self-destruct
Hardwired to self-destruct
Well, I’ve been to Hastings and I’ve been to Brighton
I’ve been to Eastbourne too
So what? So what?
And I’ve been here, I’ve been there
I’ve been every fucking where
So what? So what?
So what? So what, you boring little cunt?
Well, I’ve fucked the queen, I’ve fucked Bach
I’ve even sucked an old man’s cock
So what? So what?
And I’ve fucked a sheep, I’ve fucked a goat
I rammed my cock right down its throat
So what? So what?
So what? So what, you boring little fuck?
And I’ve drunk that, I’ve drunk this
I’ve spewed up on a pint of piss
So what? So what?
I’ve had skag, I’ve had speed
I’ve jacked up until I bleed
So what? So what?
So what? So what you boring little cunt?
I’ve had crabs, I’ve had lice
I’ve had the clap and that ain’t nice
So what? So what?
I’ve fucked this, I’ve fucked that
I’ve even fucked a school girl’s twat
So what? So what?
So what? So what you boring little fuck?
Well, who cares? Who cares what you do?
And who cares? who cares about you? You! You! You! You! You!
How could he know this new dawn’s light
Would change his life forever?
Set sail to sea but pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure
Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid, always afraid
Of the things he’s feeling
He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He’ll just sail on
How can I be lost
If I’ve got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it’s got so cold?
How can I be lost
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it’s me I can’t forgive?
These days drift on inside a fog
It’s thick and suffocating
This sinking life, outside it’s hell
Inside intoxicating
He’s run aground like his life
Water much too shallow
Slipping fast down with his ship
Fading in the shadows now
A castaway
They’ve all gone away
They’ve gone away
How can I be lost
If I’ve got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it’s got so cold?
How can I be lost
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it’s me I can’t forgive?
Forgive me, forgive me not
Forgive me, forgive me not
Forgive me, forgive me not
Forgive me, forgive me
Why can’t I forgive me?
Lay beside me, tell me what they’ve done
Speak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it’s opened if you’re true
If you can understand the me, then I can understand the you
Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyze
The door cracks open, but there’s no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there’s no sun shining through
No, there’s no sun shining through
No, there’s no sun shining…
What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? ‘Cause I’m the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?
Come lay beside me, this won’t hurt, I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she’ll never love again
She lay beside me, but she’ll be there when I’m gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes, she’ll be there when I’m gone
Yes, she’ll be there when I’m gone
Dead sure she’ll be there…
What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? ‘Cause I’m the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven, too?
Lay beside me, tell me what I’ve done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes, now I see it
What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
What I’ve felt, what I’ve known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there? ‘Cause I’m the one who waits,
The one who waits for you…
Oh, what I’ve felt, what I’ve known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
Oh, what I’ve felt…
Oh, what I’ve known…
I take this key
And I bury it in you
Because you’re unforgiven, too
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